SNAKEBITES! someday we’ll explode. I am often wrong; when questioned about my views and opinions I fall flat: I stand tall. And what is up with your face? What is up with your face? What is up with your face? What is up with your face? Who made it so cute? So cute. So cute. He smokes and coughs I’ll kiss your head off. (right off.) So tell me which is the better deal; the one you have or the one you feel? And yes I agree he is cuter than me. But I am constantly improving, writing songs my voice is soothing: I will sing them all to you, if you’d freakin’ let me boo. So don’t you spend another night snogging* Mr. Not Right, I am funner can’t you see? You belong with me. Okay breakdown. Ain’t no breakdown call them breakdowns what? The myth of fucking fingerprints* I am constantly improving, writing songs my voice is soothing: I will sing them all to you, if you’d freakin’ let me boo. So don’t you spend another night snogging* Mr. Not Right, I am funner can’t you see, you belong with me. Me. There are over 3000 ways to die and I really hope yours isn’t snakebites. Cause I like you. I like you.
GROUPHUG! I know we all get to be like, I know we all get to be like, I know we all get to be like that sometimes. I’m sorry I was like that. I’m sorry I was like a jerk that way. You are the one and I know what you’re going through but it makes it hard when you just don’t want nothing to do, with those who speak well of your fine character and reason it’s the season to put scars into your body OMG a total hottie OMG a total hottie oh can’t you see I’m sorry! But I always get jealous when you relish in their cuteness which makes me a total jerk but it will never make my muteness exist. I’m just a loud mouth, my tongue got bitten by a radioactive spider makes my stress levels grow higher when it creeps right down beside her and says things that it should not oh why’d it rot and now decay and make our friendship go away it wants our blood but it won’t get it cause it just will not admit that it is evil. But we are bigger than it who gives a shit we’ll make change cause drama’s a word that’s supposed to be about theater. FAST-FORWARD REGRETS. I don’t know what you’re lookin’ for. No I don’t know what you’re lookin’ for. Cause there were bees there beside us when they came up behind us said "where's my gun" I said "I don't know. I just been lying here with out these tears thinkin' I ain't felt this good in years." And I know you'd like to think I was conspiring against you but the truth is I wasn't I was trying to protect you from them and all their lies and all the ways they hypnotize and magnetize I barfed on the dance floor all night long. (it's a lie, oh to you when I can't get by when I can't by when I can't by) way back when he was out making his rounds about town thinkin' he had us both pegged down but it wasn't the truth no it wasn't the truth cause we are john wilkes booth proof yes we are john wilkes booth proof.
I adored kissing you on that glorious night my heart was out of control working double overtime and your hands and your thighs all those things I’ll come to miss I promise that I’ll give them all a parting kiss. And if you only knew how long I dreamt of this. So now we’re hiding under covers from your roommates other lovers and the weight (or wait. Both apply.) A tidal wave of raw emotion clamoring all the oceans to its side. And if you only knew how long I dreamt of this. But your mouth’s an open grave,* and you kiss what you can’t save, and now all I want to do, is never feel nor care for you. % You can hide from everybody, hang your head around, but when you come out of your cave the wolves they wait and howl. I don’t need your love.
MY FAVORITE HAIR. With the weight of circumstance, you might be inclined not to dance, or prefer to spend your days, wallowing in pain, but darling dear, you know it’s true: you can’t save no room in your heart for a boy who don’t love you. Cause I been down, on my knees, begging all night, begin' please, please please. Them other boys got no class* oh come on darling I'll give you so much more than ass. Cause they can't man up to their feelings, avoid that talk like it makes their skin peel and you are getting a raw deal so get with me I want your heart for real not to steal! We could trade! Here take mine! It's a little bit worn and damaged on the inside but it pumps!! It pumps rivers of love through my veins through all of white plains! And I sing, cause I got a voice, and I scream cause I mean it and my darling you've got to agree, cause my darling you've seen it! Cause maybe they are better romancers but you know that I am a far better dancer and what I give is honest and true and 100% for you it's the kinda loving you will only get from a broken man whose hearts been split! It's the kinda loving you will only get from a broken man whose me. From a broken man. Cause I know I played it cool when you left me on that night but the truth is I went home and destroyed my fucking room and I lied awake for hours trying to be free of you but you just wouldn't leave my stomach cause well you never do and you say that you don't know what love is or how it grows but you do believe it's real and it's something you hope to feel well if darling that's the case then I'm inclined to say that you don't know love cause you've only had a man take it away. so how about you get with someone who can give. All my love's for you. You can have it all if you want it boo. *I just realized that you could also interpret this to mean that they don't have school right then but I meant like, decency and taste.
It's 4 AM and John says "no school!"* so I go out and run around! The snow is falling like 6 inches, shebear and I gonna sled this ground! And you could say "well it's too damn cold out!" and you could stay warm staying indoors but fuck that you know the truth is there's tons of warmth in getting cold! When snow melts down your back! (And I can't see cause you are flying!) So we've been running 'round for hours! So we go in and sing some songs! Then get up! Go out! Build snow forts! Then dance at Dana's all night long! And then Laura puts on Daft Punk and dana yells it's her favorite song. (Oh it's playing at my house!%) I look at Jesse and at Rachel: I know this is where I belong yes! These are my neighbors neighbors! Oh fuck what you're told! We don't have to grow old! I don't care what dad's say! Cause today's our snowday! All my neighbors want it to snow it to snow it to! *At Purchase college there is a inclement weather hotline. You can call at any time to see if classes have or have not been canceled for the day. The smooth, comforting voice on the recording is John Delate, the director of residence life. IN YOUR FACE SUCKINESS!! (our blood is rainbows)* We're gonna make it through all the shit.
I asked clearly well how will I die? The answer clearly was not much reply. But I've gotten over that yes I'm so over that. In an alternate reality you and me! Together forever live harmoniously! With flashlights and love% we blast into space! Where nothing can keep us from God's boundless grace! We're going to space! You know it's true! Yo! fuck airlocks we can dance if we want to! It's a complex science you can't understand! It's all call love and it comes out of your glands! It's called love and it comes out of your glands!
You make my heart explode! |